Worry...

Living in a campus life makes me wondered if I am good enough to be a degree student. Sometime I feel like want to CRY out loud when it comes to answer exam questions, sometimes I feel like want to LAUGH out loud when my friend said " lepas grad nak kawin terus la, tapi calon xde lg ni cam ne ek..?" 
Even though my family said "blaja dulu, baru la bercinta ke kawin ke" but sometimes the devil inside my mind said "apa salahnya mencuba perkara baru.. ko bt ape2 pun bknnye famli ko tau kalu ko x bukak mulut" but i know that is not good for me... I realize that. 
I wish my family also pray for me so that I won't do that such bad things.. As long as my family is near to me, I feel safe and happy even without "perkara baru tu" 
Mom said "mak sentiasa doa moga anak2 mak x ditelan  arus zaman" 
Amin mak... moga doa seorang ibu amat mujarab... Dikno takut Iman x kuat duk jauh2 dari mak lama2,...